Why it so hard to trust!

Why could this happen?

I trust you but not at all.

I'm sorry its hard to trust you than your friend.

U never understand me.

Why i be like this.

I'm just afraid if i trust you, but u never appreciate it.

I am just too worry, scared! Thats it!

I need you to understand my situation.

Don't accuse me with any perception.

Please forgive me, for what happen!

Sorry because i don't trust you as before.

I really want it happen as before, but really need some times..

Hope you will know this.

You’ve pierced my heart and left me to die I sit all alone and wonder why It’s hard to go on without a heart It was your razorblade words that tore it apart Scribbling down sentences to describe how I feel Nothing I write can feel this real The mirror reflects a pain that will never fade I’m trapped in a mess that I’ve made Duct taping broken pieces that fit into place Mascara running down my face At a frantic pace my fingers missed A lose piece fell and slit my wrist Just enough to see a peek of red The way this night ended I’d rather be dead Trust that little voice in your head that says, "Wouldn't it be interesting if..", And then do it!