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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Tolonglah!

Syera tolonglah jadi kuat..
Jangan lah menangis lagi. Jangan lembik sangat.
Kuatkan diri terima apa je ujian dan dugaan yang berlaku dalam hidup kau!
Tolong la jangan terlalu fikirkan sangat pe berlaku.
Semua benda blh setel. Sama ada nak ataw tak nak jerk.
Kalau la air mata nie tak ada kan bagus. Tak perlukan air mata.
Air mata kau tak blh selesaikan apa2 benda yang berlaku dalam hidup kau.!
Please.. Please.! Be strong. Only u can change yourself.!
Nobody can help you.


*Kenapa aku rasa aku nk wt benda jahat! Da banyak kali da aku fikir sama ada nak ataw tak jerk. Benda yang orang lain tak kan pernah fikir aku kan buat. Bukan maksud curang atau apa. Tp sesuatu untuk diri aku sendiri. Ya allah, jangan la bagi aku buat benda tue.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Why it so hard to trust!


Why could this happen?
I trust you but not at all.
I'm sorry its hard to trust you than your friend.
U never understand me.
Why i be like this.

I'm just afraid if i trust you, but u never appreciate it.
I am just too worry, scared! Thats it!
I need you to understand my situation.
Don't accuse me with any perception.

Please forgive me, for what happen!
Sorry because i don't trust you as before.
I really want it happen as before, but really need some times..
Hope you will know this.



You’ve pierced my heart and left me to die
I sit all alone and wonder why
It’s hard to go on without a heart
It was your razorblade words that tore it apart
Scribbling down sentences to describe how I feel
Nothing I write can feel this real
The mirror reflects a pain that will never fade
I’m trapped in a mess that I’ve made
Duct taping broken pieces that fit into place
Mascara running down my face
At a frantic pace my fingers missed
A lose piece fell and slit my wrist
Just enough to see a peek of red
The way this night ended I’d rather be dead


Trust that little voice in your head that says,
"Wouldn't it be interesting if..",
And then do it!

Friday, December 31, 2010

The End, 2010 Welcome, 2011



Bye bye 2010!
Welcome 2011.. The New Year is coming now!

2010 akan menjadi memori dan kenangan selama-lamanya!
Segala pahit manis suka dan duka selama nie tidak akan dilupakan.
Kenangan bersama kawan2, segala tragedi atau apa saja tetap dalam ingatan.

Kepada sesiapa yang pernah syera sakiti atau apa saja..
Syera Minta Maaf Bebanyak!
Hope zero - zero k.

Mari kita mula hidup yang baru, matlamat yang baru serta hala tuju yang baru.
Moga2 2011 akan memberi kan 1001 kebaikan kepada kita semua.

Aku tak ada azam setiap kali tahun baru.
Sebab tiap kali aku berazam, confirm aku akan lupa azam aku tue.. haha.
Yang aku doakan dan harapkan hanya yg terbaik untuk keluarga, diri sendiri dan hubungan aku.
Itu sahaja.!

Harap 2011 menjadi tahun yang lebih baik buat aku!
AMIN!!!



Thursday, December 30, 2010

Jangan Alang Apa Aku Nak Buat!

Ungkapan mcm nie selalu aku dgr ..
Bila?? Bila lagi mesti la bila bergaduh ataw bertengkar.
Macam2 da.. Tension fikir macam2 hal..
Tapi aku taw adat bercinta memang macam nie.

Aku taw tak ade siapa blh alang apa kite nak buat.
And nobody can change us, unless ourselves.!
But if its wrong, why not alang.. Salah ke nak alang??
Orang cakap bagi seseorang tu masa untuk berubah.
Maybe one day his gonna change but take sometimes.
But when??? Sebulan, setahun or maybe tak kan berubah?

Aku alang sebab aku tak nak benda2 lain jadi.
Aku sedar aku pown bkn nye baik mana pown.
Cuma, aku tak nak one day, aku diperbodohkan macam dulu2.
Sebab syg la aku alang. But apa aku ckp..
"MASUK TELINGA KANAN KELUAR TELINGA KIRI"
As u say la kan, sayang..!

Hm.. What can i do?? I already do my best..
So many advice i gave to you.
But advice yg aku bg di kata nye 'membebel macam nenek tua'!
Haha. So funny rite.?
U never appreciate it!

Jangan alang ape aku nak buat!!
Yurp. I noe siapa aku dapat alang ko kan.
Aku da wat yg terbaik.
Hope one day, u will realize why i keep always advice u.



p/s : kalau ada baca nie, jgn la fikir bukan2! i just want to say what i feel. nothing much..
Tak ada niat nak gaduh ataw apa2 pown.


mood : depressed, sadness.!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

Piala AFF Suzuki 2010

Seronok, gembira dan macam2 lagi yg aku rasa kan sekarang.
And for sure, semua rakyat Malaysia pasti rasa seperti yang aku rasakan.

Segala kesungguhan dorang akhirnya dpt juga habuan nyer.

Akhirnya, Malaysia menang jugak.

Itu la kata2 yg akan disebut oleh semua org.
Haha.
Segala pekik lolong memberi semangat dan sokongan kt rumah n dimana saja ta sia2 la kan.

Dan segala penat lelah dorang membawa piala ke Malaysia.

At last, Piala Suzuki milik Malaysia.
Thanks to all players!

Terima kasih kerana membanggakan Malaysia!!

Tahniah, HARIMAU MALAYA.!
Malaysia bukan calang2 lagi!!

So beware of Malaysia! haha.


.malaysia punya.

p/s : semua pemain bagus2! tgh2 tgk leh gak tgk pemain2 yg hensem2. haha. not bad gak kan penjaga gol kite. haha.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

What a boring day today

How To Blowout a Boring Day

When a routine day...just isn't enough

i like this words.!

Because i'm in the boring mood today and ever.

feeling sleepy, alone, empty..

i dun know how to describe how i feel.

This week gonna be a boring week to me until i dun know when..


The main things that i feel boring, alone and empty is when :

I dun have friend anymore that always accompany me every day.

Morning till evening.

First
The short cute little girl, is Tieta.

We always chat everyday. Chat about this n that.

Any topic. sometimes private topic. hehe.

Advice from her. And many more.

.She gonna further study at UITM.


Second

The chinese boy and also my office mate, Jim.

He is funny man. He is the one that i think close with me.

This week is the last week for him. huhu.

He's gonna leave me. huhu.

I'm gonna feel so boring without him.

.He resign, working at the other company.


Ohh.. What a boring day!!! So so BORING!

We will find ourselves in a rut of sorts and going through the

motion of the same old routine day in and day out.

And then it hits us!

~What a boring day~

"Life is intrinsically, well boring and dangerous at the same time. At any given moment the floor may open up. Of course, it almost never does, that's what makes it so boring." by Edward Gorey.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Hangout wif my bestie

Today is a holiday n shopping day!!
Meet my bestie Nani n Lela.
Yang dtg dari ipoh.. Because nak amik projek..
But at last tak jd arinie.
So tomorrow is the day la.
Today hangout at TS.
Shopping sakan lagi la ari nie..
Aku, Nani, Lela & My Bf..
But today is different, all my shopping..
He choose for me..
So semua pilihan dia jerk. haha.
But ta shopping byk pown. sbb ta sempat.. huhu.
Maybe later la. haha. Arap ade suet ag la nk shopping.
Ada benda lagy yg tak beli. huhu.


.wif de xmas tree.


.wif this xmas tree again.
(gmbr joh sgt.. nk sgt nmpk full xmas tree)


.wif nani n lela.


.wif ma musyuk.
(nie nani take pic. geram toi.. tak nmpk sgt..huh!)


. wif them.
(dlm lif pown jd daa.)

For the hole day, im so happy.. Happy jumpa my bestie. At last terubat juga rindu.
And also thanks to my musyuk cos choose n give idea for my clothes. hehe.